As I’ve said in a previous post, I’m sorta winging it until I get the hang of all this and find a better sense of direction. I’m sorry if the post seem a little disorganized but I promise to get better with time. If you have any suggestions on things I should be writing about […]


I would like to clear something up from the last post. When I mentioned my “cousins,” I in no way refer to them in a negative way, because all in all they were great. Most never wanted me to get into any trouble and any advice they may have given me, was no different than […]

The Art of Manipulation (1)

Manipulating women has been second nature to me for as long as I can remember. Hell, manipulating in general with anyone and everyone, actually (I never discriminated.) Now of course, there are the obvious factors, like growing up around a lot of older “cousins” and male role models that lived by a code of machismo. […]

Keeping a Promise

As I said in my last post, I’ve become a catalyst. I’ve always had the qualities of a leader but for most of my life I allowed it to lay dormant or used it for unsavory aims to fuel my selfish needs. No more. So the boulder is in the “pond” and there is nothing […]

The Ripple Effect

There is so much I want to say, I just don’t know where to start or how to say it. I find that for the first time in my life, I am at a loss for words because any thing I may think to put down on this paper or speak out loud, I feel […]

Invictus by William E. Henley

Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever Gods may be, For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance, I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeoning of chance, My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and […]

Please Understand

If some of my posts come off gloomy, melancholic, believe it’s only because I’m reflecting on my past, which as you all know, can be a very hard thing to do. Sure I still have my defective days, whom of us doesn’t, it’s all part of the human condition (regretfully.) Remember that part in the […]